无法自拔*

Li Sheng Jie once sang :

你那么爱她
为什么不把她留下
为什么不说心里话
你深爱她
这是每个人都知道啊
你那么爱她
为什么不把她留下
是不是你有深爱的两个她
所以你不想再让自己无法自拔

wu fa zi ba - when we like something or someone SO SO much, somewhat addicted to it, and it's probably not good for us, but yet we still want it... in the end, it still won't and never will belong to us.

this week has been one of the most tiring weeks i've ever gone thru - been OT-ing every single day till 8 pm, which means i have been working 12 hours everyday! whoa! A new feat! *pats myself in the back*

joanna left for UKM this morn.. *sadz* this only spells 1 thing - i have 1 friend less in this lil island i call home. everyone IS leaving! or left! either way, they're not here.
but still, joanna n i had some crazy moments las nite. went over to chu's hse at gold coast after dinner with pek fuen n hooi mei... whoa i tell u.. this place, gold coast, IS LIKE A HOTEL ! they haf 2 swimming pools, with slides, reflexology path, gymnastic things, koi ponds, playground. some childhood-ish feelings came thru me as i went down d slides at d playground! haha n yeah we borrowed chu's inflatable "white-water raft" and played at the kiddies' pool.. though joanna DIDNT DARE go into it.. if she wasnt gonna leave for UKM, we'd totally slumbered there n play summore in the morn!! =)

counting down the days where i hop onto the plane : 66 ! OMG !
this reminds me, i kinda really wanted to be a pilot earlier.. though I dint even get called by SIA. tsk tsk. the euphoria of flying a plane will be really ecstatic! ok, i admit, i was really inspired or rather influenced by that tvb drama, chong shang yun xiao. that guy, isaac is so good looking! lol!

speaking of which, i just made a new fren.. esmond. he's gonna be my classmate, ok, senior.. am really thankful to know him cos he told me lotsa useful stuffs n he's a singaporean! u noe how gila i am of singaporean dramas.. EDMUND CHEN!!!! -huang biren, chen hanwei, fann wenfang, li ming shun, julian hee- ahh, just too many to specify. ok d point is, now that i haf a singaporean friend, there's a lil possibility that i'll get to tour Singapore and maybe visit the Mediacorp Studios?!? Syok!
and then, there's this show at 7 pm now, Women of Times... i'm not sure if d theme is about man finding other women outside, playing n the wife will still forgive d ol' fellow.. it's stoopid la! man do once, man will do twice! tsk tsk. but somehow, i dunno y, i owez side the third party in dramas. amanda will noe this for sure..hahaha

i so cant wait to get back to my study life.
= love is an irresistible desire to be irresistibly desired.

-Pilot-

Lucas Scott once said,

"Most of our life is a series of images. They pass us by like towns on a highway. But sometimes, a moment stuns us as it happens.

And WE know, that this instant is more than a fleeting image.

We KNOW that this moment... every part of it, will live on forever..."

A sudden urge to create a blog has becoming somewhat overwhelming over the past few days.. My guess? Must be the whirlwind of events and mixed emotions I have been feeling lately.
Well.. last week was one heck of a week!

To begin with, I first received an invite from the PMC Mod, Janice on joining in discussions with my to-be-coursemates and sophomores alike in the Yahoo Group - PMC_07. (= OMG! After reading all those blogs, I can't help but say this: I CAN'T WAIT TO GO!!! Well, Ireland and especially UCD looks kinda interesting.. I saw pix of UCD, the i dunno, how-many-years-old anatomy building, and of cos... ST. STEPHEN'S GREEN .. (Its so gonna be my SHOPPING heaven)

-storefront of St Stphen Green's shopping mall-

Other than that, some parts of me are still confused over certain issues, like my choice for RCSI, whether to buy 1 or 2 books here, lab coat, dissection kit.. LOADS to spend.. and that means, working EXTRA hours in ViTrox, the place i call HOFFICE. {Home-Office}

Speaking of which, MY HUGE HUGE embarassment to Chu Jenn Weng, the company Managing Director of ViTrox Corp Bhd. HE IS *ahem* PERFECT! ViTrox (I think) manufactures vision inspection systems and it is by far one of the best things that happened to me this year, not only because I learnt new experiences on the 9-5 world, but also much on life, as well as making a whole tonne of new good friends - emily, ming wai, sooks, siao ying, sharon, JOANNA my ol' buddy, roy atap chi, wayne d vain, jas, sally, alam, sawi - and also a few laughters wif - hooi mei, pei fen, how, jayvan, chew d rocky -

-kaki ViTrox-

But of course, best part is DEFINITELY JW.! =D he is totally the kinda guy i wanna marry. period. full stop. ok i hope nobody important sees this ? otherwise, a huge chance, i'll be chased off vitrox wif a broom! haha. disclaimer: pls dun take this seriously. these are just compliments.
ok, JW, my point of view :
- a guy with GREAT leadership skills (its a criteria i look for in my future partner , hint hint *winks*)
- as much as most people deny this, i believe in "NO MONEY, NO LOVE" and he definitely is a very successful person at a very young age and i totally 100% RESPECT him for that.
- a MAN-IN-CHARGE at work, a HUSBAND at home.
- OMG! I love it when he wears navy blue! Anytime! So SEXY!
I've seen a drama on mediacorp once, i can't remember d title though, it has chen han wei and fiona xie in it. i love han wei in that role. he's exactly like jw. fashion sense and everything else. Dashing.
OKay.. Well, d point is.. did I mention that I told him he looked good in that navy blue shirt? LOL! =D (I wish i could pull this 'D' longer!!!)
AND, AND, the day after i told him that, we spoke for 5 minutes.... WHoa! Bet everyone's jealous. He told me stuffs. He's just so caring. LOL !

This whole week has been really awesome. Managed to meet my ol' buddy Amanda on Sat for breakfast at Pulau Tikus. Man, I'm so gonna miss Penang food. Especially my gram's n mum's cookin and of cos, URGHHH Lorong Selamat's LEMAK LAKSA !! =P CGL's Char Koay Teow (Char Mee actually) thats half dry half wet. No where else in the world we can get it. Oh yeah, Panda n I went to visit CGL on Sat.. Met some teachers, wonderful ones, THEY'RE SERIOUSLY THE BEST - Pramot, Mrs Chin (I actually cant remember her own name, i just can remember she used to ask me to straighten my hunched back), Latha, Lim Li Li, Oh Lee Eng - *Salutes* I'm kinda missing Mrs Tan, d English teacher who retired and Ms Ong my Add Math teacher.
So, we said our hies and byes. Reminince on the past alittle, talk about the future... and present of course. All those old memories. LOL! CGL was HEAVEN with great friends like - Panda, Paulyn, YY, EJ, WPhing, birdclub, Winnie -

I also met my EX-BOSS, Alice of KUMON Greenlane at Sunshine Square and we had a little chit-chat, catching up with times. She's gonna buy me a meal at TGIF. LOL! Alice, if u happen to read this, I'm gonna be anticipating my plate of wicked lamb! =P

~Like a team, braced against the tempest’s of the world.
And love… will always be the guiding force in our lives.