right, before i even start typing this post, i just wanna say i really hope i wont offend anyone with what i am gonna say.. and that this post is not intended for anyone specifically. i'm merely expressing my curiosity to the wonders of the G world..
just this afternoon, i was browsing thru pictures of a friend in facebook. n then, i started to realise one thing - the friend that i knew since kindy, well we kinda lost touch in between after that but met again somewhere in our teenhood, is well, gay. like huh? n i mean the real gay not the highschool 'i admire my senior' kinda infatuation gay. how come all this time we spent together in the group never gave me the impression that he is one..? and as shock as i am, i clarified this with another friend and yup, its official.. and it had been like wat, 2 years since his parents knew so all this while.. oh my god.. i cant imagine.. n my problem here is not him being gay.. but oh my god, thank goodness i never flirted with him!
but theres one thing i might add... gays make women's best friend. really. u see, any straight guy, well hardly any straight guys are willing to follow gals go shopping, helping them choose the beautiful dress or the perfect stilettos, then never complain a single minute of it but in fact enjoys every second of the outing.. they are sensitive to a gal's needs and understand them inside out. in every way, they seem to be the gentleman of every gal's dreams. but theres only one problem - gays will NEVER fall in love with girls. what a waste right?
well, i'm curious.. what exactly goes thru the minds of gays? do they wish their body is different? or isit just their mind telling them .. i love someone of the same sex? how would they be high n make love, when their partners have exactly the same organ parts as they do? how do they even make love? anal sex? but thats not quite possible with two female right?
when do they actually discover they have no interest for someone the opposite gender? and say, if they havent come out public about it yet, how do they reject the advances of the opposite sex?
i guess... these are just part of the wonders of the universe. a part yet to be fully discovered.
and then, there is this highschool 'i admire my senior' infatuation scenario.. i personally find it rather amusing cos coming from an all-girls school for 11 years, i've had my fair shares of stories of it and i might add humbly, experiences as well. not experiences of admiring seniors but experiences of being admired. omg! thinking about it now, its just hillarious.. i must have looked like a 'taikor' back then to have attracted that amount.. but as crazy as everything seems, i kinda regret not playing along in the game - everytime i find out someone *ahem* me, i just stopped talking to the person.. cos omg, i have no idea how to communicate with a person who stares at u from the back so much, knows ur address and mails cards to u ever so often and has ur HOUSE telephone number to call u occasionally to ask u out for movies! its just, awkward..
ok, so what goes thru the minds of these people with that sort of infatuation? say if the person they admire is a girl, do they wish they were a guy, so that the girl will have a chance to return their infatuation? or how do they start 'admiring' the target? wait, i think thats a stupid question. its almost as if i'm asking 'how does a gal start liking a guy?'
ah, never mind!
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